Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Inside of you


Old as Ancient Skies
I've had these wondering eyes
But you took me by surprise when you let me inside of you

Inside of you
Inside of you
There's got to be
Some part of me
Inside of you

Inside of you, I could cross this desert plane
Inside of you, I can hear you scream my name
Inside of you, while the stars unfold
I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world
And I need you here and I need to be
Inside of you

Now the flowers bloom
I feel you creep into my room
And if this should be our tune
I'll die here inside of you

And the world explodes
I've never been down this road
Teach me how to glow
While I'm moving
Inside of you

Inside of you, the restless find their dreams
Inside of you, this king has found his queen
Inside of you, all the stars unfold
I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world
And I need you here and I need to be
Inside of you

Inside of you
Bay blue
So say it's you
To thoughts untrue
Who I woo
It's you I woo

Through and through
And through and through
There's so much more than just a screw
Inside of you

And I was blizzard blind
Felt like I've lost me mind
But you've treated me so kind
I don't know what to do.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Confession of stacked em in your head

well, i like reading than writing actually, so whats the whole point of this? just to mention, i love to listen to PUSA songs and stacked em in my head. Pointless....

2 days, didnt get my sleep yet, cant sleep, going thru somethings on the net, and i sneak in to something i shouldnt, but i feel greatful, at last u can leave me alone. Thanks.

20gb only left, now i need to think an alternative to do a quick installation of Superior 2.

Band is growing and moving.. and i love the progression, but still need a lil bit of turbo.

Pedal on sale, but Jakyll n Hyde are waiting. When?

Miera is a potion, she always with me. :)

Sunday, April 18, 2010

English is crazy langguage ;)

We’ll begin with a box, and the plural is boxes,

But the plural of ox becomes oxen, not oxes.
One fowl is a goose, but two are called geese,
Yet the plural of moose should never be meese.
You may find a lone mouse or a nest full of mice,
Yet the plural of house is houses, not hice.

If the plural of man is always called men,
Then shouldn’t the plural of pan be called pen?
If I speak of my foot and show you my feet,
And I give you a boot, would a pair be called beet?
If one is a tooth and a whole set are teeth,
Why shouldn’t the plural of booth be called beeth?
Then one may be that, and three would be those,
Yet hat in the plural would never be hose,
And the plural of cat is cats, not cose.
We speak of a brother and also of brethren,
But though we say mother, we never say methren.
Then the masculine pronouns are he, his and him,
But imagine the feminine: she, shis and shim!

Let’s face it – English is a crazy language.
There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger;
neither apple nor pine in pineapple.
English muffins weren’t invented in England .
We take English for granted, but if we explore its paradoxes,
we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square,
and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.
And why is it that writers write but fingers don’t fing,
grocers don’t groce and hammers don’t ham?
Doesn’t it seem crazy that you can make amends but not one amend.
If you have a bunch of odds and ends
and get rid of all but one of them, what do you call it?
If teachers taught, why didn’t preachers praught?
If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?
Sometimes I think all the folks who grew up speaking English
should be committed to an asylum for the verbally insane.
In what other language do people recite at a play and play at a recital?

We ship by truck but send cargo by ship.
We have noses that run and feet that smell.
We park in a driveway and drive in a parkway.
And how can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same,
while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites?
You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language
in which your house can burn up as it burns
down, in which you fill in a form by filling it out,
and in which an alarm goes off by going on.
And, in closing, if Father is Pop, how come Mother’s not Mop?

AND IF PEOPLE FROM POLAND ARE CALLED POLES THEN
PEOPLE FROM HOLLAND SHOULD BE HOLES AND THE GERMANS, GERMS

3 x 3

Three elderly men are at the doctor’s office for a memory
test.

The doctor asks the first man, “What is three times three?”

“274,” is his reply.

The doctor rolls his eyes and looks up at the ceiling, and
says to the second man, “It’s your turn. What is three
times three?”

“Tuesday,” replies the second man.

The doctor shakes his head sadly, then asks the third man,
“Okay, your turn. What’s three times three?”

“Nine,” says the third man.

“That’s great!” says the doctor. “How did you get that?”

“Simple,” he says, “just subtract 274 from Tuesday.”

Funny for +18

Qestion: Why is the “69″ position also called

the “smokers position?”

Answer: Because while she is smoking the cigar,

he is cleaning the ashtray.

Question: Why is sperm donation more expensive

than blood donation?

Answer: Because it’s HANDMADE!!

An old man married a young girl. On their wedding

night, he showed five fingers to his young wife.

Young girl : “Ooh.. darling! 5 times?”

Old man : “No dear, choose which one do you

prefer

to start with?”

Man 1 : “My wife is obsessed with cars. While

asleep, she holds my bird and says’1st gear, 2nd

gear”

Man 2 : “My wife is worse! She puts my bird

inside

her and say ‘Full tank please’.”

Question : What is the closest thing that is

similar to a woman’s period?

Answer : Your salary; it comes once a month,

lasts

about 5-7 days and if it doesn’t come, it means

you are in big trouble!


Question : What is the smallest hotel in the

world?

Answer : It’s Vagina Inn because it can only

accommodate 1 standing occupant who must leave

his

2 baggages outside!

2 prostitutes were in a taxi, on their way home

after “work”.

Bitch 1 : I smell sperm!

Bitch 2 : Sorry, I burped!

10 tips for guys to have a girlfriend like mine.. :)

1. Jaga Penampilan Diri, Kerana semua Orang Suka Dengan Kekemasan & Kecantikan, Persepsi Pertama Adalah Sangat Penting & Jangan Tonjolkan keburukkan Anda Pada Awal Pertemuan.

2. Ikhlas dalam Memulakan Perhubungan, jangan Malu Untuk Jadi Diri Kamu Sendiri, Bukannya Berlakon dan Berlagak Seperti Orang Lain yang Akhirnya Akan Menjerat Diri Sendiri

3. Ketika berinteraksi dengan si dia, jangan lupa menggunakan bahasa tubuh seperti gerakan tangan, renungan mata dan tunjukkan minat ketika si dia sedang bercakap.

4. Sentiasa Berfikiran Positif, Datang Untuk Bertemu Si Dia Dengan Penilaian Yang Kosong Dan Tidak Curiga, Dengan Berfikiran Positif Anda Lebih Mudah Menerima Seseorang.

5. Ketika Anda Berinteraksi Dengan Si Dia, Jangan lupa Menggunakan Bahasa Tubuh Seperti Gerakkan Tangan, Renungan Mata Dan Tunjukkan Minat Ketika Si Dia sedang Bercakap.

6. Elakkan Mengguna Perkataan Berunsur Negatif Seperti (Saya Tidak Suka). Lebih Baik Bercerita Tentang Kesukaan Masing – Masing. Gunakan Ayat positif Seperti (Saya Suka).

7. Pada Pertemuan Pertama, Jangan Fokuskan Perbualan Tentang Masalah, Kesibukan Kerja Dan Sebagainya. Si Dia Tidak Datang untuk Berasa Sedih, Maka GembirakanLah Si Dia.

8. Jangan Kedekut Dengan Kata Pujian, Berikan Pujian Seikhlas Hati Anda Tapi Jangan Sampai Berlebih-Lebih. Anda Boleh Memuji Warna Bajunya, Rambut, Kasut Dan Sebagainya.

9. Tunjukkan Yang Anda Mengambil Berat Terhadap Pasangan Anda, Tolong Dalam Perkara – Perkara Kecil Seperti Mengangkat Beg, Membuka Pintu. Ini Menunjukkan Yang Anda Prihatin.

10. Jangan Bersikap Sombong, Sebaliknya Jangan Abaikan Unsur Humor. Ini Memberi Tanda bahawa Anda Boleh DiDekati Dan Bersikap Terbuka Untuk Menerima Hubungan Baru.

11. JIka Kekasih Anda Melakukan Kesalahan, Beri Dia Peluang Untuk Memberi Keterangan. Mungkin Dia Ada Alasan KUKUH Atas Perbuatannya, Jangan Sampai Anda Yang Malu Sendiri.

12. Apabila Anda Melakukan Kesalahan, Jangan Malu Untuk Mengakuinya. Ringan Mulut Untuk Mengucapkan Perkataan Maaf. Tunjukkan Keikhlasan Dan Jangan Sekali-Sekali Mengulanginya.

13. Cari Waktu Yang Sesuai Untuk Membincangkan Masalah. Persekitaran Atau Iklim Komunikasi Yang Baik, Dapat Mempengaruhi Perbincangan Dan Kaedah Penyelesaian Masalah.

14. Ketika Membincangkan Sesuatu Masalah, Jangan Gunakan bahasa Tersurat. Lebih Baik Berterus-Terang Supaya Pasangan Anda Faham Akan Perkara Yang Hendak DiSampaikan.

15. Jangan Terlalu Menunjukkan Yang Anda Adalah Sangat Baik & Sempurna. Dengar Dahulu Penjelasan Kekasih Anda, Walaupun Dia Bersalah & Lebih Baik Bersikap Merendah Diri.

16. Ketika Membincangkan Sesuatu Masalah, Tumpukan Kepada Masalah, Persoalan Dan Jalan Penyelesaian, Bukannya Dengan Menyalahkan Atau Menunding jari Kepada Sesiapa.

17. Jangan Sekali-kali Membandingkan Kekasih Anda Dengan Orang lain, Terutamanya, Bekas kekasih Mahupun kawan-Kawan Baik Anda, Seolah-Olah anda Lebih Mementingkan Mereka.

18. Semua Orang Mempunyai Ego. Hormati ego kekasih Anda Dan Jangan Merendahkan Ego Kekasih Anda Dihadapan Orang Ramai. Jika Dia sedang Marah, Lebih Baik Berdiam Diri.

19. Gunakan Daya Pujukan Yang Tinggi Semasa Menangani kekasih Yang Sedang Merajuk. Gunakan Kata-Kata Dan Janji-Janji Manis. Tetapi Ingat! Jangan Menabur Janji.

20. Setiap masalah Harus Diselesaikan, Bukannya Ditinggalkan Dengan Alasan (Lupakan Saja). Suatu Hari Nanti, masalah Itu Akan Berbangkit Dan Membawa Masalah Baru Yang lain.

21. Biarkan semua kenangan pahit itu berlalu kerana di sebalik itu pasti tersembunyi hikmahnya. Bersyukur atas ujian ini menjadikan kita lebih tabah dalam kehidupan.

22. Gunakan ganti nama yang mesra anda & diri sendiri. Panggil dia dengan Nama yang lain daripada yang orang gunakan. ini memberi keistimewaan kepadanya.

23. Kekasih anda juga mempunyai rakan-rakan. Oleh sebab itu, saling mempercayai dalam hubungan adalah penting dan jangan terlalu mengongkong dalam kehidupan sosialnya.

24. Ajaklah kekasih anda melakukan aktiviti rekreasi bersama-sama, seperti berkelah, bermain boling, jogging dan sebagainya. Aktiviti seperti ini dapat mengeratkan hubungan anda.

25. Dekati hobi kekasih anda , dan cuba melibatkan diri dengan hobi tersebut. Ini akan mengeratkan hubungan anda kerana anda mempunyai aktiviti yang dapat dilakukan bersama.

Sex untuk kebaikan

Berikut 10 kelebihan seks buat kesihatan:

1. Menjadikan awet muda. Menurut penelitian, orang yang melakukan hubungan seksual tiga kali dalam seminggu terlihat empat sampai tujuh tahun lebih muda. Hal ini karena seks merupakan bentuk olah raga yang memberikan peremajaan kulit. Hubungan seks dilakukan dengan penuh semangat berarti akan banyak oksigen yang terpompa di sekitar tubuh yang dibawa darah dan nutrisi pada permukaan kulit.

2. Membuat tubuh menjadi fit. Meskipun seks bukan cara paling efektif untuk menurunkan berat badan, Anda dapat membakar antara 100 dan 250 kalori per jam dan juga olah raga otot-otot secara menyeluruh.

3. Meningkatkan mood. Ketika seorang wanita mencapai orgasme, mereka mengeluarkan suatu hormon seks yang disebut oxytocin yang diproduksi oleh bagian dasar otak yang dapat membangkitkan perasaan emosional seperti kehangatan dan saling asuh yang membantu meningkatkan pertalian di antara dua orang.

4. Menjaga Anda tetap langsing. Hubungan seksual meningkatkan tingkat insulin-seperti faktor penumbuh (IGF)-suatu hormon yang dapat mengontrol aktifitas enzim dalam sel-sel yang bertanggung jawab pada metabolisme lemak. Ketika tingkat IGF lebih tinggi dikeluarkan, membantu menghacurkan lapisan lemak.

5. Meningkatkan kekebalan. Penelitian telah menunjukkan bahwa orgasme dapat membantu menstimulus sistem kekebalan. Hal ini terjadi karena dapat meningkatkan tingkat T3 dan T4 sel lymphocyte-sejenis sel darah putih yang dapat memproduksi anti bodi dan menyerang infeksi sebanyak 20%.

6. Mengurangi stress. Ada bukti ilmiah yang kuat bahwa orgasme dapat memicu pengeluaran endorphins-bahan kimia yang dikeluarkan otak yang bertindak sebagai painkillers efektif.

7. Membantu mencegah penyakit jantung. Seks memiliki keuntungan khusus bagi pria, terutama jika mereka berumur 40 tahun lebih. Karena seks dapat membantu meningkatkan testosteron yang dapat melindungi jantung.

8. Membantu sirkulasi. Seks adalah olah raga yang dapat meningkatkan sirkulasi darah karena akan membiarkan oksigen dan nutrisi mengalir dalam aliran darah lebih mudah.

9. Memperpanjang hidup. Para peneliti telah menghubungkan hidup lebih panjang dengan frekuensi seks baik pria dan wanita.

10. Menurunkan risiko dalam kehamilan. Suatu penelitian tahun 1994 menemukan bahwa wanita yang melakukan seks dalam hubungan jangka panjang memiliki resiko komplikasi lebih kecil dalam masa kehamilan.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

fast foward

duh, life sucks lately.. my relationship is tearing apart, she seems not happy anymore with me, i dont know what to do, i tried to kill my self, cut the wrist but didnt died yet, maybe its not the time yet for me to go to hell. I want her to be happy and be proud of me like she used to.. i really miss the day when she always wanting me..

i just want her to wanting me like she used to.. seriously.. i love her so much.. please bu, please please kita jadi macam dulu.. please lupa kan semua yg teruk kita harungi, jgn la jadi pendedam, lebih kan penyayang. sesungguh nye bu, pa terseksa bila bu seperti tidak mahu kan pa lagi.. pa rela mati...

Thursday, April 15, 2010

If i could sing your name, baby..

Babe,
I hear you calling,
But I cant come home write now,
Coz Me and mummy are happy,
and we just cant find the sound..

I got a pretty melody,
and i wish i could get to,
to sing your name,
seems like that the only thing
i been missing thru,

if i know you're coming,
sure boy i made a parade,
to welcoming you,
if only get a chance,
ohh girl i will be your blue,
and ready the happy ending for you

Babe,
I know you will be lonely,
and i hope you be alright,
Coz no sinner is placed in heaven..

Babe,
You're so awesome,
and im miss you so much,
i missed your beautiful smile,
and maybe also your positive attitude to.

if i know you're coming,
sure boy i made a parade,
to welcoming you,
if only get a chance,
ohh girl i will be your blue,
and ready the happy ending for you

None of these lyrics,
Have anything to do with what i wanna say,
But its got a pretty melody,
if i got to sing your name..

but turn out to be im saying im sorry,
if only i could sing you name baby,
i will do, even just with a whispering eyes...

just hope to see you in heaven..

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Always be..

Could've been a night like any other
One of us has to drive
One of us gets to think
I'll force a laugh to break the silence
It's gonna get harder still
Before it gets easy
You can't keep safe what wants to break

I'm alone in this
I'm as I've always been
Right behind what's happening
She's all lost in this
She's all like she'll always be
A little far for me to reach

I was just a boy like every other
I thought I was something fierce
I thought I was ten times smarter
Love would be something that I just know
How you gonna know the feeling till you've lost it
I've been losing plenty since

Maybe something else I'm missing
Something good and your the reason
It's a dream but there's a real world waiting