Lately i feel so numb.. i dont know why..
i am sad, i am lonely, i am out of direction
i felt cold, i lost my lust, denial
no body cares about me right? yehh i dont need attention
yahh, who dont want an attention.. i want to
i sing, i write, i compose , i do what ever it take..
but still no body give a chance to talk about what have i done..
at times, i just wanna die.. or maybe..
when every one leaves me here.. i wish i got HIV..just to see them care about me and give a support for living..
i miss my day.. i wish she read this and realize how lonely i am to be abandon