Friday, March 19, 2010

Lately

Lately i feel so numb.. i dont know why..

i am sad, i am lonely, i am out of direction

i felt cold, i lost my lust, denial

no body cares about me right? yehh i dont need attention

yahh, who dont want an attention.. i want to

i sing, i write, i compose , i do what ever it take..

but still no body give a chance to talk about what have i done..

at times, i just wanna die.. or maybe..

when every one leaves me here.. i wish i got HIV..just to see them care about me and give a support for living..

i miss my day.. i wish she read this and realize how lonely i am to be abandon