Goodbye My Friendly Friends

I have to let go all of you, all the best time together I will never dare to forget. Thank you for all the greatest journey and adventure..

MIJ Greco Les Paul Custom (1977) EG500 Law Suit era 
Pick ups already swap to Seymour Duncan JB (bridge) and Seymour Duncan Jazz (neck)

MICanada Godin Redline 1
Pick ups already swap to Seymour Duncan Distortion SH-6
Originally installed with EMG 81, so the guitar body area are ready made to install active pick ups

MIK ESP LTd Ec1000 Vintage Black 
Originally Installed with EMG 81 and EMG 86 pick ups
Mahogany Body and Neck
Ebony fretboard - 24 (3/4) set neck

MIK Epiphone Les Paul Standard (1995)

RINDU

Hey blog,
Sorry lama menghilang...
But as usual la kan, im only here when im so sad..

Today aku bangun and still crying,
Feel like crap, super crappaloza...

....

Sorry, I dont know what to say actually,
Sangat sangat speechless,
boleh tak aku start dengan aku tahu dia masih sayang kat aku
cinta kan aku...

in the same time aku tahu dia nak aku berubah...
bukan dia je...aku pun nak berubah untuk diri aku..
my father pun nak aku berubah..
my mom, my brother...
all my loves one...

aku lost, sangat sangat...hope ada yang faham..
aku sedih... aku rindu sangat kat dia..
entah lah... aku takut kerinduan aku mengganggu dia..
tapi tak pernah ada orang buat aku happy
macam dia buat aku happy.. sumpah tak tipu..
she's the best..amazing kan?

usually blog, kau pun tahu aku susah nak give in my heart..
tapi dengan dia sejak kali pertama bertemu.. i feel easy..
i open my heart straight away..
she's like angel... the way she talk..
the way she smile...yahhh especially her smile..

haisshhh why la all this have to happen to me..
aku nak berubah... even me myself hate myself yang now..
i prefer the version of me that always have things to do..
life being pretty hard on me...since like 10 years ago maybe..
but i try to take it easy...and maybe way too easy kot..
entah la...

well.. aku macam tak tahu nak kata apa blog...tolong la aku..
i really want to win her back...not just her...everything in my life
my job, my life, my family, my friends,
i lost most everything...i think pretty sure it is my fault...
im lucky my family still around.. but my dad sakit teruk now di hospital..
i always cry, takut takut aku tak sempat jadi yang terbaik utk dia..
haishhh... moga Allah beri aku petunjuk..
biar pun susah...aku akan guna petunjuk itu sebaik mungkin...

Lala.. dia gadis yang sungguh istimewa...
aku tak tau istimewa yang macam mana...
she next to my mom.. a woman that i want to marry someday..
and start a family of my own...
Bila dia hilang, aku resah sangat..
aku tak cerita dgn orang, dengan kau pun blog it take me a while to tell..
apa aku perlu buat blog utk menang semula hati dia?
cinta dia... kasih dia...
aku berjanji blog.. aku akan terus usaha sedaya upaya selagi nyawa ini masih ada..
untuk jadi yang terbaik utk dia...sampai jannah..
aku harap sangat dia buka hati dia utk aku...beri aku peluang..
ketenangan aku ada pada dia...
hehe aku tak tahu nak cerita macam mana blog... kalau kau ada mata,
sure kau akan tengok aku senyum je bila cerita pasal dia..

well.. aku tanak spoil semua in one post... till we meet again blog..
hey blog...kau sayang aku tak?
kalau kau sayang, sayang la betul betul k...sbb aku takde teman mengadu buat masa ni..
aku sedih sgt.. so hope u dont leave me k..
i always love you... :) its a promise.

bass line

i love bass line...
its the main groove for every songs..
but lately most song got a muddy bass sound,
its lifeless....and i miss the groove.

or maybe im just a drama king,
or maybe the ego of bass player...

all i ever wanted a nice bass line in every song..
doesn't matter if it a sad song, happy song or mad song..
because every song need a clear groove.

or else it gonna sound confuse

to my love bug lala

When a man loves a woman

Can't keep his mind on nothin' else

He'd trade the world

For a good thing he's found

If she is bad, he can't see it

She can do no wrong

Turn his back on his best friend

If he puts her down

When a man loves a woman

Spend his very last dime

Trying to hold on to what he needs

He'd give up all his comforts

And sleep out in the rain

If she said that's the way

It ought to be

When a man loves a woman

I give you everything I got (yeah)

Trying to hold on

To your precious love

Baby please don't treat me bad

When a man loves a woman

Deep down in his soul

She can bring him such misery

If she is playing him for a fool

He's the last one to know

Loving eyes can never see

Yes when a man loves a woman

I know exactly how he feels

'Cause baby, baby, baby

I am a man

When a man loves a woman

pretending I'm a superman

So here I am doing everything I can

holding on to what I am , pretending I'm a superman

I'm trying to keep the ground on my feet

it seems the world's falling down around me

The nights are all long

I'm singing this song to try and make the answers more than maybe

And I'm so confused about what to do

sometimes I want to throw it all away

So here I am growing older all the time

looking older all the time and feeling younger in my mind

I'm trying to sleep

I lost count of the sheep

my mind is racing faster every minute

What could I do more

yeah I'm really not sure

I know I'm running circles but I can't quit

Controlling everything in site

I'm feeling weak

I don't feel right

you're telling me I have to change

telling me to act my age

but if all that I can do is just sit and watch time go

then I'll have to say good-bye life's too short to watch it fly

holding on to what I am

pretending I'm a superman

Have faith in me

Have faith in me

Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe

So cling to what you know and never let go

You should know things aren't always what they seem

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did

I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it

If you didn't have this chance then I never did

You'll always find me right there, again

I'm going crazy

So we'll pretend it's alright

and stay in for the night

Oh what a world

I'll keep you safe here with me

So please

 Have faith in me

The Green Shirt

Damn it!!
Seriously!!
The more I sniff it...
And sleep with it...
Feel like she was here..
But cant have her...


I MISS YOU SO MUCH LA GILE!!!! 

why



you




do        this

to


ME 



?

ifeelsolala

I leave all the lights on

Guess things didn't go the way that I planned

I missed the days when you would understand

The way that I am

You have me feeling lonely and detached

Every time I'm moving forward

We take two steps back

I need to find the difference in how I feel and how I felt

I leave all the lights on

And maybe you'll find your way back home

I wish I could get back to the way things were

When we were young, having fun, so self assured

But now that's all a blur

I miss the way we always used to talk

Now we talk ourselves in circle till we forget why we fought

This gets me so down

Why can't we work it out? 

This makes me so down

I've been trying to see, if you were meant for me

I leave all the lights on, if you still cared I need to know.

LUCK

Ohhh luck, my biggest enemy.

I never believe in the concept of lucky

And yet I found my self lucky to where im standing now,

but not as much lucky as how in somebody else past.

Im always the kind of person who never get the 100 percent 

of how they used to give out in the past.

And that always make me feel like Im an experimental being.

Or reality for me, like I never meant to deserve it.

Trying, the only thing i never stop doing.

Its a lie if I never felt to give up.

I do, each of every second of my life.

But as much as I want to giving up.

I always felt that so much i could offer.

And that is the only thing I could feel good about my self,

be strong and always giving more.

Because I found it so unfair to let someone now

to suffer from my miserable past.

My baggage no need to be claim,

I dumped it somewhere I can see but could not reach,

So I can preserve so much room for better future.

And yet I could look back and learn to not submit the same mistake again.

Understanding, I'm clueless.

I don't even know if it just a metaphor for something,

or it just a made up constitution.

Because there is always a conflict between 

to be able to understand,

and to be understand.

Both way is a joke on me.

It make me confuse.

Life, typical drama, and yet I don't care.

All I know there is a

star

moon

cloud

rainbow

sky

and sun 

Then there is a small little corner in it

there is a prince and princess

Like how we used to say

"even we round the world in the opposite way, yet we found each other"

and I believe in that,

It is not luck, It is typical.

Yet it wonderful

But if life is just to remember all the bad things happen,

I should be allowed to chose the way I die,

and obviously the way not gonna let anyone to suffer.

 I drive my life to remember all the happiness

and reject to die before my eyes can see that 

we are happy with each other.

Thick and thin.

So you there who reading this

This is no competition statement

Not an argument to make.

This is how I love you.

To let you go into me.

And try to see how my head works.

But I can assure you,

I always do love you,

No matter how hard this road we taking,

I will be there, always.

To catch your smile fall out from the sky.

And let heaven be less happy now,

till the day I take you there.

And I never need luck to have you.

Because you deserve my effort 100 percent.

And in return, I hope you could do the same.

If not our journey to heaven not gonna be awesome.

Word could be really hurt.

But a smile of you could make it go away.

Simple as that.

That's how perfect you are in my eyes.

ifeelsolala.