STORY BEHIND MY DATE OF BIRTH !!!!

STORY BEHIND MY DATE OF BIRTH !!!!

If I were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month I am number 1....


Number 1

You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest,Jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authorities, Famous person... always want to be and regarded as first on people position, they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!

You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views
And you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future.

If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and well talented in numerous issues!! But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behavior you will be hated by some people too...

Your family life is very cool, you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children... You are pioneer, independent & original...

We sang the jolly old song

It is Brian Mc Knight... that was the answer.. hahaha funny is she tot it was Craig David and i tot it was Boyz 2 Men...both of us WRONG!!! BUZZZ!!!  but the chorus keep playing repeatedly till i forgot to bought her the headphones with mic!! ... i hate my self for being so not responsible!

One... you're like a dream come true...Two... just wanna be with you...Three... girl it's plain to see... that your the only one for me...Four... repeat steps one through three...Five... make you fall in love with me...If ever I believe my work is done... then I start Back at One 

Yeah...i start back at one... at the right moment when we're loading our cheesy-ness with Manhattan delicious macaroni ..... GUMMY BEAR!! thats a cute drinks!...what the hell im writing a blog like a chicks flicks??

So she already fell asleep by this time...i listen to our song and keep watching the MTV...you know what song it is...so dont play dumb here and smile till ear!!! hahahah love the song...it make our story make more sense...

hey.. you notty lil minx.. dont over think things :) just please enjoy the moment with me without the most annoying sound from INSIDIOUS!!! or else you gonna get a GHOST SLAP from your past! yeahhhhh 839 ROCKS!!!! booo kuah nenas!! dia saya punya now, go play beating girls else where!! let the cool kids stay cool!! we dont entertain Parker Crane!

im still looking for a bracelet for us... or maybe uhumm uhummm wahhaha secret! dont ask, if not i know you stalking my blog hahah blueekk!!!!

actually i wanted to write something cheesy with artistic twist like i always do..the over romantic sci-fi hahha but i dont know...im too gedik right now and too CHICKS FLICKS because you and my best friend keep making jokes and make me feel like im part of SISTER POWER TEAM! hahah im soo gay!

so i cant sleep now, watcing tv, keep smiling and go thru our photo...but in this heart...i sang the jolly old song.. FOR NO REASONS!!

love you, always, send my regards to nana and nini :D mwah!

I feel so lala

There is a time when i was wandering thru the darkness of love, i prolly found a mirror that reflect all the bad in me. All the silent, i tied courage in the deepest pit of all. Until i missed all the life i left behind, the joy, the fun, the moment and the spectacular me. I was lost in the ocean of hatred. Soon after i gave up and made up my mind that i should start again where the ground i stand is something im not familiar with, suddenly there the angel come with a smile of Lala Land. Its remind me of Peter Pan, only joy can take him fly, so did i. I approach the angel and I see my self the way she remember me. It's something new but yet it feel familiar, she touched my heart and literally, maybe figuratively warm it.  I can feel the calm of my heart beat getting slow in the warm of her love, then i close my eye... I am sure this something new, something that not continue from the previous cut, its like rebirth, its natural with out any attachment to the past. Maybe this is what the meaning of second chance, a resurrection. I feel empty, then she smile again with the brightest wing open up to block the light from the past. Then my own broken wing try to expand, with scar and wounded, yeahh still the same wing and im glad. This wing is my promise to the life i cherish and protect, with out fear or favour, unconditionally, and i knew this is not rebirth nor ressurection. This is my courage that self climb up from the pit I ditch in. 

Even the wing is dirty and no sky light nor shine, but with proud it stand for what it fight for. The angel seems agree and glad that my wing still strong, she approach me when she notice i tried so hard to fly. She speak "dont be greedy" . 

With smile, she slowly take my hands and pull me in towards her, then she ask "can i touch this? maybe i could teach you how to fly", im confuse because i believe i already knew how to fly.

Then she put her palm on my chest, on top of my heart. I notice that I skip a beat and everything around me started to move slow. And this feeling is so familiar, the feeling of courage all inside me. Its feel like when a baby keep trying to stand up, and want to walk to get to his mother. Maybe this all that i missing all this while, the courage. Then we fly to a place I always can only dream of, way beyond the rainbow.. its called Lala Land. And I ask her "how is this possible?" and she said " only a man with courage to love, to live, to care and to protect could reach here, it is a magical place where not sit behind a wall, or behind a door. It stay in these heart among all angels from heaven, and now you are here, you deserve to live here as long you have the courage to love for eternity." And I smiled, promised to her "my wings are dirty from the battle ground, but im ensure you that i want to live here forever unconditionally, to care and to protect. As long you open the chance for me to prove my honesty and loyalty to the heart of Lala Land" 

Im still new in here, i cant tell much for now but im ensure you that this is gonna be my final journey and adventure to the greatest of all. And I feel so Lala :D

HAPPY

HAPPY

LALA

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