duh, life sucks lately.. my relationship is tearing apart, she seems not happy anymore with me, i dont know what to do, i tried to kill my self, cut the wrist but didnt died yet, maybe its not the time yet for me to go to hell. I want her to be happy and be proud of me like she used to.. i really miss the day when she always wanting me..
i just want her to wanting me like she used to.. seriously.. i love her so much.. please bu, please please kita jadi macam dulu.. please lupa kan semua yg teruk kita harungi, jgn la jadi pendedam, lebih kan penyayang. sesungguh nye bu, pa terseksa bila bu seperti tidak mahu kan pa lagi.. pa rela mati...
