I wish....

i wish i can write,
so i can throw what inside,
so i can read it all over again,
to remind me how much i got hurt than happy,

i wish i can read,
so i can learn a lot of language,
when he send i can read,
when she reply i can understand,

i wish i can sing,
so i can feel my own emotion,
when I'm happy I'm hyper,
and when I'm sad i just cry,

i wish i was rich,
so i wont be so struggling,
i can help community and family,
money not everything,
but everything is money,

i wish i trust my friends,
so i can do work lightly,
no argument no fight,
i say sorry and they will do the same to,

and lastly i wish i can make a wish,
because i have no place to lean on,
i just got time for work hard,
to satisfied all the things that never understand me..

Tomorrow Comes Today

"start from 15th November 2009 I could not see and hold her as she going far away for the moment so i wrote this to remind how it feels inside me"


i faced the mirror in mama's room,

drew a makeup in my place,

i was lost because i cross the line i shouldn't cross,

but how long can i wait for tomorrow?

and what if it's coming today, i was lost...

hey..how long it would take for tomorrow,

as if i see every day is sun and moon,

is it forgiveness that counts the day,

or happiness is like there is no tomorrow,

so tell me what if tomorrow comes today,

i was scared...please..

how long must i need to know about tomorrow,

or for you,

i was scared like its higher than a sky,

or when she goes,

as if tomorrow comes today,

will she be back ? will she not?

as today come tomorrow,

i will say please, please, please, please,

and tomorrow come today,
i still afraid if i couldn't see my dearness......

Cosmic Flower

Beautiful honorific epithet sunshine,

Melodious rhythm honorific epithet breeze,

Nothing beautiful as your look,

Nothing melodious as your voice,

It soft how breeze to cherish,

Melodious of bird singing,

Nothing is so soft as how u cherish,

Nothing melodious as your song,

The beautiful of yours be my inspiration,

The melodious of your voice entertaining me,

My light of my soul getting lighter,

When you promised me a faithful,

Even the road is hard,we always be together,

As long the sun still shine,

As long my heart still beating,

I will sacrifice all my heart and soul,

For my love to you my cosmic flower,

I always here in love with you,

even tomorrow isn't a day for me..

First kiss let it Stay tuned

You let me kiss you and tell me that you love me
then with a splash you dive into the ocean in my heart,
the hope that 'this year,
for sure' kicking away those tear-soaked days
Who's your lover?
you fickle girl your brilliance is unstoppable
turn up the volume on the radio in your heart
accept my love andDarlin kiss me deep!
and please Stay tuned